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24 F United States of America
speaks English and Russian and German, Standard
Last login: 22 May 2013
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Member since: 8 October 2009
she goes by lexy and her story goes like this.... you can try to get close to me, but chances are i wont let you in. you probably wont matter in the future. i plan on one day being covered in tattoo's. im outgoing and i speak my mind a little too much. im kinda antisocial, i very poorly write poetry, but i love it. yes i am bisexual.i dont do this for your entertainment so dont tell me how you think its hot cause you'll probably just piss me off. oh and dont tell me your opinion or gods opinion cause i've been like this for as long as i can remember and i am proud of it. my mom died when i was 18 months old, and me and my dad have never had a relationship. i have a lot of goals and ambitions but i plan on accomplishing them so please dont doubt me. i know what i want out of my life and im gonna do what it takes to get where i want to be. i've been trying to be an adult since i was 12. im confusing and i dont know what i want half the time. i am my own person, im weird as hell, and ill probably annoy the shit out of you, but at the end of the day you'll love my guts. ill make you laugh more than you thought possible, i hide behind humor, and i try to make everything into a joke. i care too much, and im way to forgiving. i try to make everyone happy, even if that means making me unhappy. i have an obsession for makeup and you'll often see me wearing to much. ill be a bitch and then be the first to apologize. we probably wont ever hangout but ill give you false hope. i lead people on unintentionally. my thoughts and opinion on things change all the time. i dont party much, i dont feel the need to. i love learning. im picky about almost everything, im ocd, add, and more than likely bipolar, i've been dealing with an eating disorder but not because i think im fat and im happy to say its getting better. im a very vengeful person, but never violent. i dont believe in peace, i dont believe in god, love is too confusing, its a game that i am loosing. im tearing myself apart, but i hide it so well. i dont want your sympathy, i dont need it. im not strong, but i do a good job at convincing even myself. i love meeting new people, but i get sick of them easy.. i hate compliments, one day i want to look in the mirror without wishing i was better. i let myself get treated like shit, i've learned to let it go, its just part of life. dont think you know me cause i am so much more than you think. i hold grudges, but pretend i dont. i wont show you im not okay, it makes me feel vulnerable. i long for the life i never had, someday i want to run far away and not come back. im not happy with myself or who i am, but im trying to just accept it. im sick of feeling like i need to change and that im not good enough. the things you do and say affect me way more than you would think. im sensitive. i more than likely wont get mad at you if you mess up or are mean. im understanding and not judgmental. i bottle up my emotions, they make me feel weak. life is beautiful and im excited to see what else it brings.


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xXxAngelHunterxXx 21 Mar 11  
that's what makes it cool. its so unique. it doesnt't belong. 
you should accept your awesome name for the awesome name that it is... lolz
‹x.lexy.x› 21 Mar 11  
Ahh fine... You convinced me (:
xXxAngelHunterxXx 21 Mar 11  
no. its beautiful. it sounds so... poetic.
‹x.lexy.x› 21 Mar 11  
I just wrote a poem :D and I don't know, it just doesn't sound like it
xXxAngelHunterxXx 21 Mar 11  
I don't understand. Why don't you like it?
‹x.lexy.x› 21 Mar 11  
It's so ugly DX
xXxAngelHunterxXx 21 Mar 11  
Lolz because. Its cool.
‹x.lexy.x› 21 Mar 11  
No ): people don't realize how horribe it is
xXxAngelHunterxXx 21 Mar 11  
What?! How can you hate it?? THat's f*cking BAD ASS!!! 
imma name my kid that
‹x.lexy.x› 21 Mar 11  
Oh god please don't D: why would you name your kid something like that? D:
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