You cant fake this, only imitate it.




 I have never been one to hold back on how I feel, or
to let an opportunity pass me by. These paragraphs, they will not
portray me as nothing more then a mere, average teenager. You will
never have to wonder what is running through my mind. I will unfold
to you, you will make me smile, you will see a different side of me,
and the whole time you will learn to love me or hate me. But you will
not ever once begin to understand me. So don't begin to try. I have
very strong views and opinions. I do not know where I am going in
life, and francaly, that scares me. I'm not a strong person, but I am
emotionally stable- For the most part. I've found a deeper meaning in
this game; I have found a deeper meaning, and I am scared to hell of
it. I have chosen to become a vegetarian. When my mother told me,
"Kevin, God put animals on this earth for a reason- for us to eat
them", I told her "Mom, this God your talking about, put these
animals on the earth for more then just your nurishment." It was clear
I had stated my point, and she said, "whatever". I have many friends
that choose to be vegetarian as well. As for religion, I do not and
will not believe anything that is not proven. So when a man with a
beard wrapped in a curtain falls from the skies and says, "Kevin,
believe," damn right I will. Until then, don't give me your shit. My
music choice varies and believe me, I will tell you about it. When
I'm sad, acoustic will sooth me. When I'm in a happy mood, I'll
listen to up-beat music. If I'm feeling pissed about something, I
will listen to something heavy, that screams at me, and gets my
adrenaline pumping. 



Asher;
You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I would never
dream of leaving you for another. I never thought I could love you
more then I already do, but I every time I talk to you, I fall deeper
and deeper in love with you. Your the cheese to my macaroni. And what
good is macaroni without cheese? Not even considered macaroni; just
nothing. I want you to know I'm not going anywhere, and all the plans
we made will happen. In the end, love conquers distance, and that's
all that matters.
And baby, I am so happy you said yes to me when I got down on one
knee.<3