I am a really hot guy who everyone likes and I am fun to be with i am
so cool and so many people want to get to know me, if you do become my
friend, I will try to always respond to you.  I am really hot and I
believe in God, no smoking for me, drinking isn't right.  I am
currently dating Randomizer, she is so hot, we like to aim more than
go on here, and I am really into her, she is really fun, and this
isn't my first Kupika, my old one was really bad, people were writing
rude things about me and my girl in there, so i removed it!

Jake Thomas Kelly- my best friend ONly made it to 6th grade, but
never passed

jake, ever since you died on Feb. 7th, life hasn't been the same, no
more pillow fights in Jakes basement, no more truth or dare and you
went pass, no more Subway and you asked the Guy how many calories in
a cookie, no more long walks home, no more walking back to my house,
and asking where the plunger was, no more spiders in the sink, no
more being neighbors with Jake, or living a block away from me, No
more living, cancer took you when none of us wanted it to, you are
gone, no matter what, and it didn't matter how old you were, you were
one of us, and oh yeh, I miss you, and I will never ever forget you,
and right now, I am crying for you because you were one of us, and we
all are part of you, we are expeiriencing pain and torture, the doctor
lied to us, and I am upset here's something you would like and laugh
at

Oh, yeah, Jake, you were me and I was you and Overprotected was the
song, that we loved to play on Britney's dance beat, and no matter
how much I try I can't dance without you, Brenna misses you too, so
does Luke and Kyle, and Morris the Pizza guy's dog, you were here,
but not anymore, I wanna see you so bad and be with you, and live in
the same old world that I did, but I can't because your gone, haven't
you wanted to coem back yet?
"Suddenly I See"

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me



Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on






And you ask me what I want this year 
And I try to make this kind and clear 
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days 
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings 
And desire and love and empty things 
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days 

So take these words 
And sing out loud 
Cuz everyone is forgiven now 
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again 

And it's someplace simple where we could live 
And something only you can give 
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive 
And the one poor child that saved this world 
And there's 10 million more who probably could 
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them 

So take these words 
And sing out loud 
Cuz everyone is forgiven now 
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again 

I wish everyone was loved tonight 
And somehow stop this fight 
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days 

So take these words 
And sing out loud 
Cuz everyone is forgiven now 
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again 
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again



In my dreams, you are there, but not in life, you are gone, but in my
heart I will remember,
because you here and you lived, but now you can't and I feel bad
because of that!
I miss you and now i feel like I should be doing something!
Come back, Jake, come back, we need you, we miss you
I need you I miss you, and I can't hold on I miss you, and I can't
stand it
I have no one to play football on my team with anymore,
I can't take it, and I miss you, and life isn't the same,
and I think, that you wanna come back, but you can't
I think, wait I know, that it's hard on everyone, and I know that
you're somewhere,
watching over me telling me not to worry,
But i do, because, you aren't here!
And I miss you, too much!

WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO PROOVE I AM NOT GAY, KILL MYSELF, I AM
GRIEVING, I MISS SOMEONE, PEOPLE, STOP ASKING ME IF I AM GAY, AND
START ASKING ME ABOUT JAKE!

CAN A GUY CRY, TELL ME THAT, I MISS SOMEONE I USED TO BE FRIENDS
WITH, AND I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!

Let's get down to business - to defeat the Huns
Did they send me daughters when I asked for sons?
You're the saddest bunch I ever met
But you can bet before we're through
Mister, I'll make a man out of you

Tranquil as a forest
But on fire within
Once you find your center
You are sure to win
You're a spineless, pale, pathetic lot
And you haven't got a clue
Somehow I'll make a man out of you

I'm never gonna catch my breath
Say good-bye to those who knew me
Boy, I was a fool in school for cutting gym
The guy's got 'em scared to death
Hope he doesn't see right through me
Now I really wish that I knew how to swim

(Be a man)
We must be swift as the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength of a raging fire
Mysterious as the darkside of the moon

Time is racing toward us till the Huns arrive
Heed my every order and you might survive
You're unsuited for the rage of war
So pack up, go home you're through
How could I make a man out of you?

(Be a man)
We must be swift as the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength of a raging fire
Mysterious as the darkside of the moon

(Be a man)
We must be swift as the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength of a raging fire
Mysterious as the darkside of the moon

 and Jake, I know you loved this song, cuz I remember you singing
it!

How to go on, how to hold on,
how to keep strong,
how to be me, myself
how not to cry,
how to be there,
when you weren't
how to keep you alive forever,
how to be the only one,
that knew, what you wanted,
how to be, the only one,
that didn't go on,
how can I 
I lost a friend,
I lost alot,
but I remember, that, 
You lost so much more,
your hair, your strength, 
your, your, your, your,
your life, but I wish 
that you didn't
and how I will bring you back,
I don't know,
but i will, 
I need to,
It can't be this way
it it can't,
too well loved shal not be forgotten, because
too well loved is always missed!
                                      your friends

CrY CrY, and sob and sob, till I remember how well you were favored!
I will never forget you!
But I will always miss you


I also want an  oekaki done for him, know anyone who would do one,
tell me!

k he had brown hair (but i want him bald, cuz that's how he died) and
blue eyes and was always wearing a shirt that said Cancer is here and
It won't take me! he was always in a room with footballs on the
walls, but I would love him holding a football in his hand with
school desks in the backround. also he always smiled, and his right
arm was in a sling!
any oekaki drawers that do him in a casket, put a blue rosary in his
hand, and a heart in the backround!

anyone doing one tell me!

I am back from the benifit for jake, It was wonderful

bye for now!

St. baldricks, remembered you and mike h.!

Jake who were you, 
those last few days?
were you yourself
were you alone
was it because of me?
was I there?
I tried,
but didn't succeed
because you aren't here,
I am, but I miss you more than ever
you were really my best friend.
I know it's been a long time, over a month
but I can't let go, I can't,
I am afriad I will loose you,
and i can't loose you,
because you and I were friends,
we were favored,
by everyone
and how do I do it, 
how do I bring you back, 
tell me, before, 
before, it's too
long, too late, too much!
I miss you like I don't know what
you know I won't forget you!
RIGHT!
I hope so
I really hope so
I really miss you
that I know






I made a page for him


www.kupika.com/JimmyJohn77/jake