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Jesayka  
20 F United States of America
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Last login: 27 February 2010
 
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My name is Jessie,
I am an overly depressed person most of the time.A lot has happened in
my life. I might seem bipolar but i'm not...each and every day i would
wake up and force myself to go to school.I refused too..my mom was to
the point of putting me in a home..but she never did.I had to suffer 8
hours each and every day. Everday when i went to school people would
pick on me. They hurt me so bad i thought about suicide. I tryed
killing myself multiple times. I have scars on my arm from where the
cuts had once been deep. Everytime i look at them i remember my past,
all the blood, the tears, the breakups, the rude comments people would
say and imply about me and i fear what my future will become.When i
came home from school i would sit alone in my room, on my bed, and
just cry. I really don't have too many friends.Nobody understands me
and i don't think anyone ever will... I still keep to myself and i
dont really like to socialize to much. I'm not abnormal or anything, i
just don't understand why so many people hate me. I tried ignoring
them all but it never worked they always got to me. They always asked
what was wrong,as if they didn't know......they all must think this is
some kind of joke, until the day i actually die....maybe then they'd
understand..and know it's over. Most people are generally scared of
death, however i am not. I always say your going to die anyways so why
not now. So to all you people out there that don't think people
understand you well i most likely do. If you want to talk to me about
anything feel free. I am a very good listener. Don't be afraid to. I
am NOT a poser and don't think of me as wanting attention beacause i
don't. I prefer to keep to myself. If all you damn people out there
wouldn't so curious and nosy i wouldn't be getting all this
"attention."



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