To Write Love On Her Arms
I live in a lonely cloud soaring into the abiss Finding
myself on every corner.
Yah know, Sometime's I wish I could rewind. Look at my shitty
life and turn it around.
It hurts to know what I have done to myself. It hurts to know I
have hurt people around me.
I have been bleeding my whole life. I know there is hope,It's just
so far. I am so ashamed of my past.
I have abused anything around me. I have miss treated myself and
everyone.
The thing thatkept me alive, Left me. Threw me across the room.
Even though that hurt, I know I have to keep moving on......
Everything that has happed, Has made me so strong. So much fuller.
I never knew something so bad, Could be good for once just once.
I will stand by my fears, But I will hurt my whole life for what I
have done......
I stood Up slowly........
Took two long deep breathes and started to walk....
into the dark...
into the mist...
I know It will be scarry,
I know that it will be hard...
But,
I know there is light somewhere.........
As long as I step forward...
As long as I stay strong...
Even when I think I'm alone,
I know someone is standing beside me....
Holding my hand,
Helping me push forward.
-Jilly
Just looking out at the scenery, How could you smile when your world
Is black and white..