To Write Love On Her Arms
          I live in a lonely cloud soaring into the abiss Finding
myself on every corner.
      Yah know, Sometime's I wish I could rewind. Look at my shitty
life and turn it around.
    It hurts to know what I have done to myself. It hurts to know I
have hurt people around me.
   I have been bleeding my whole life. I know there is hope,It's just
so far. I am so ashamed of my past. 
I have abused anything around me. I have miss treated myself and
everyone.
The thing thatkept me alive, Left me. Threw me across the room. 
Even though that hurt, I know I have to keep moving on......
Everything that has happed, Has made me so strong. So much fuller. 
I never knew something so bad, Could be good for once just once.
I will stand by my fears, But I will hurt my whole life for what I
have done......

I stood Up slowly........
Took two long deep breathes and started to walk....
into the dark...
into the mist...

I know It will be scarry,  
                        I know that it will be hard...

But,
      I know there is light somewhere.........

As long as I step forward...
                          As long as I stay strong...

Even when I think I'm alone,

I know someone is standing beside me....

Holding my hand,
           Helping me push forward.
-Jilly


Just looking out at the scenery, How could you smile when your world
Is black and white..



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