I know , no one loves me really and i know i can't count on them. But
i would like to be able to say that they love me, and would support
me. I've just felt like, everyone has used me. I hate this feeling,
it's sickening. Especially when you want to cry , and you know you
can't because you're not alone in the room. I hate it. I hate life. I
hate myself. I used to think i could overcome anything, but i just
can't anymore. I can't , fight with myself. With my feelings. I've
tried to leave this site, i'm unable to do that. This site , is
addicting for one reason. You get attention , and people go out of
they're way to get more, and more until they eventually are exposed
for what they truly are. Liars. Fakes. Poseur. I can admit, i have
lied countless times. But not these giant lies, like faking you're own
death. I just wanted to start over, with this account. To let myself
be free of everything that i have done in the past. To let my
"friends" , say what they really think about me.
I'm Landon , and i can't stand myself anymore.
I need someone to make me happy with life again.