"Take these broken wings and learn to fly"
In a world that makes itself out to be invincible it is horrible to
see that ignorance and idiocy can harm us in such a way. I have lived
in a world of unrelenting pain and everlasting hell. I have taken
punishment both physically and mentally. Now i have no compassion, i
am empty, i have no soul, no heart, i am hollow. The dark cloud of
depression hung over my head has struck me with pressuring wind, rain
drops of sorrow and lightning bolts of unforgiving hatred. Thoughts of
painful childhood memories sliced through my mind and veins. Judged,
teased, and bullied. Massive thoughts of cutting, suicide, and death
running through my head. I cry yet have no tears. The day is dark and
so is my mind. Ive become a dissaster, not waking up from an endless
sleep. Yet now i feel like escaping from my past. And start over. to
clear my mind from the darkness and suffering. Iwant to be known for
who i am now...instead of being remembred for the person i became.