Ummm so wats up. Well I'm here to make
friends and draw.
I love my family, friends, teachers,
classmates, and practically everything.
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I am funny, shy, smart, nice (friends,teachers, classmates say so),
and I will always make room for anyone who wants to be in my
life i just have to move stuff around.
I enjoy movies, musci, Guitar Hero 1,2,3, animals, going
to places, school (weird i know)
and everything God gives me. So as you can see I am
Catholic and proud of it.
My parents are from Peru but I was born in America
with my brother and sister.
I am not perfect and sometimes I feel very ugly and alone
like I'm on the road to depression.
But then I start thinking about my grandma who passed away 1
day before her birthday!
She gave up everything for my family and I know we did all we
could to have her at home instead of the hospital.
She would always call me "Reina" which meant Queen in
spanish but when she started forgetting
I felt like God ripped out my heart and took
my only reason to live.
You see I always told myself everything I do in my
life is for my grandma.
I've always pushed myself harder thatn anyone did and that's
why I'm the so called NERD but is also the
nice cool nerd with more selfessteem that
the normal kid.
So now I feel so alone, fatter than an elephant ( i
am overwieght), ugly and sucha dissapointment even though
my family says I'm not
.Which i don't wanna believe
It's just my grandma used to make me feel so pretty and
always was there when i needed her.
I wanted my grandmas to be at my sweet sixteen, gradution, wedding,
my job as a doctor but most of all just be there
my cousins had that oppourtunity but did not cherish
it like I wanted to.
I just wish I could tell her I Love her and hug&kiss her
at least one last time I mean it was very hard I lived with her
my whole life from when i was born untill
I was 11.
She died 11 hours before her B-Day at 6:00am
Iwas awake studying and taking care of her
Then my dad came and burst out in tears I couldn't
belileve it she was gone i put my blanket on her
and went to school with read eyes I told my BFF and a close
friend I started to smile and laugh because suddenly no worries
because she was in God's hands and that's where she always wanted to
be and I still have her picture in my desk
and it wil always be there right
next to my heart.
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