DoodlyDoodlez_01's profile Login to Kupika  or  Create a new account 

» give a hug!
19 F United States of America
speaks English and Spanish and Tagalog
Last login: 6 June 2008
KupiCredit: 0
Sent comments: 0
Received comments: 0
Profile views this month: 0
Member since: 18 May 2008
 " Love Is Magic....But Magic Can Also Be An Illusion"
~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~D@K~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~: Hi PPL Ummm so wats up. Well I'm here to make friends and draw. I love my family, friends, teachers, classmates, and practically everything.
Glitter Text @ I am funny, shy, smart, nice (friends,teachers, classmates say so), and I will always make room for anyone who wants to be in my life i just have to move stuff around. I enjoy movies, musci, Guitar Hero 1,2,3, animals, going to places, school (weird i know) and everything God gives me. So as you can see I am Catholic and proud of it. My parents are from Peru but I was born in America with my brother and sister. I am not perfect and sometimes I feel very ugly and alone like I'm on the road to depression. But then I start thinking about my grandma who passed away 1 day before her birthday! She gave up everything for my family and I know we did all we could to have her at home instead of the hospital. She would always call me "Reina" which meant Queen in spanish but when she started forgetting I felt like God ripped out my heart and took my only reason to live. You see I always told myself everything I do in my life is for my grandma. I've always pushed myself harder thatn anyone did and that's why I'm the so called NERD but is also the nice cool nerd with more selfessteem that the normal kid. So now I feel so alone, fatter than an elephant ( i am overwieght), ugly and sucha dissapointment even though my family says I'm not .Which i don't wanna believe It's just my grandma used to make me feel so pretty and always was there when i needed her. I wanted my grandmas to be at my sweet sixteen, gradution, wedding, my job as a doctor but most of all just be there my cousins had that oppourtunity but did not cherish it like I wanted to. I just wish I could tell her I Love her and hug&kiss her at least one last time I mean it was very hard I lived with her my whole life from when i was born untill I was 11. She died 11 hours before her B-Day at 6:00am Iwas awake studying and taking care of her Then my dad came and burst out in tears I couldn't belileve it she was gone i put my blanket on her and went to school with read eyes I told my BFF and a close friend I started to smile and laugh because suddenly no worries because she was in God's hands and that's where she always wanted to be and I still have her picture in my desk and it wil always be there right next to my heart. R.I.P. 4-5-19 - 4-4-08 Glitter Photos
[ - *Glitter Photos*]


Latest diary entries by DoodlyDoodlez_01   
18 May 08
~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~chain letters are not good or
18 May 08
I'm looking 4 freinds GIRLS?BOYS...

Q&A Section   
No Q&A pair has been posted.
Ask DoodlyDoodlez_01:    

About Kupika    Contact    FAQs    Terms of Service    Privacy Policy    Online Safety
Copyright © 2005-2012