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maybe it's just me

Years spent keeping
Friends at a distance
Whether I'm antisocial 
Or just born for resistance
I know who I am
And I know where I stand
And that's why I'm afraid
Of this isolation I've made

I can't keep writing letters
To someone who doesn't exist
And I can't shake your hand
With my fingers in a fist

I'd like to understand 
I'd like to try to trust
But you keep your kindness to yourself
Good intentions in the dust

With a synthetic smile
I tell myself there must be
Someone who feels the same 
But maybe it's just me

These past few years
I've had to adapt
To a darker kind of humor
So I can still laugh
And these past few nights
I've haven't been sleeping so well
I'm still dreaming of the one 
Who'll save me from this hell

I can't keep waiting to meet
Someone who doesn't exist
I guess this is one more hopeless fantasy
Add it to the list

With a synthetic smile
I tell myself there must be
Someone who sees the same
But maybe it's just me

And no one ever hears me
Because my scars speak too loud
I'm probably not worth it
So just shut me out
I know who I am
And I know where I stand
So I won't be afraid
Of all the shit that you say

I'd like you to understand
I'd like to try again
But I know you don't give a fuck
So please don't pretend

With a synthetic smile 
I tell myself there must be
Someone who thinks the same
But maybe it's just me

With a sarcastic smile
I tell myself there must be
Someone somewhere, has to be
Someone to save me
But maybe it's just me

Maybe it's just me.
 
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