Ok... so here’s the deal. I need a friend like a friend I used to
have... we were so close. He knew everything about me. We had no
secrets. We played the kind of games that adults play when they need
to be anonymous... when they want to believe that we can find people
who accept us for who we want to be. To be my friend, here at least,
you need to know we will NEVER meet. I have had similar relationships
that end bad. I know how to read people. I know how to know what you
need. I can be that person until you want real... then I have to go.
For all that I know is wrong with this... I can’t stop. I can be
what you want... what you need... as long as you play by a few rules:
1) This is a fantasy. 2) Don’t expect that we will meet. 3) If you
can’t handle an intense, personal, challenging relationship... move
on. 4) You will think you can handle it... but you won’t. I won’t
either, if we do this right... but that is the payoff, right? The
agony... the intensity...
So are you game?