Hey my names Damian .... tbh there isnt much to tell you ... i dont
have many friends ... i dont have much confidence, and no one seems to
want to even know me. Lifes beginning to get really hard. I am
currently single ... no one seems to want me even though i try so hard
to look good for people ... it never seems to be enough .... I believe
that their is a god somewhere out there looking down on me trying to
guide me back to the light ... I am currently a
screamer/singer/guitarist looking for a band, and on the side doing
graphic design, and writing my book. My main ambition in life is to be
the next tim burton (i know big shoes to fill) .... I have black long
hair, razored ... i feel alone i need someone to relate to or someone
to be there for me
I sit alone at night, wondering, and poundering on an idea. What if
things had been different between us? Would you have given me a
chance? Or would you toss me aside like you have done all these years?
You hurt me, more then any girl ever has. I'm able to let go of all
them and all the mistakes i made .... but i cant let go of you. No
matter how hard I try. If I were superman you would be my kryptonite.
If I were spiderman you would be my venom. I know we can never be
together ... you've proved that over the last three years that I have
known you, but I desperately wish that we could ... I would give
anything for you. I would give up my future, I would give up my fame,
and most importantly i would trade my useless money for you just to be
in my arms. Alass i stand in the middle of a road ... the road between
friendship and relationship, but i so desperately want to leave, and
be on that side where i am your friendshi but year after year i am
roped down, and dragged back into the middle. Dragged by your
seduction, by your personality, by how you fucking are ... god i hate
the position this has put me in ... declare this the end im hurt to
much .... The question is would you ever take the hand of a pettied
fool? Or toss him aside for all the other fishes in the sea?
xXx Tonight we feast on broken hearts xXx
Hey, I've been thinking about death a lot too. Though I do believe in heaven
and hell, and I'd like to avoid hell. Ergo killing myself or doing anything to
hasten my departure is QUITE out of the question. So here I am praying that God
might give in and let me die from a random heart attack or another way.
Enough about my story, what's yours?