Dear Readers from the guardian angel stories and this one,
I have got back on my feet again, it seems so wierd that I am left out now. I came back to Singapore a few weeks back
and I hated every single moment of it. Before that story, I have to tell you the story that I left out in Taiwan. You
should read the guardian angel stories because they fill in the missing blank spaces. Please rate my stories and give
me any feedback if you found it wierd, stupid, dumb or just plain nice. I would be happy to know, from your feedback,
what I can do to improve my writing. Don't forget to check back every week! Most of this story is TRUE! I swear it...
Enjoy Reading my friends... Oh, but first, please read Guardian
Angel Story and then this one or you might never understand it... Once again, Happy Reading.
In Taiwan (During this time which my Guardian Angel was present)
I have always wanted a boyfriend, it seems so wierd that all my other friends, or so called, have already gotten
one. I told myself over and over again that I was too young to have a boyfriend. Well I have many friends within the
English boys and Chinese girls but never EVER with any English girl or "Queens" as called by the groups in school. I
had more boys than girls as friends. My best bud in the boys is Sam Bloxam and in the girls, it's Ivy Weng. It so
happens that a new French girl came to the English section, she had a friend called Guilliame. Her name was Victoria
Dubois, my guardian angel told me that she was bad company in the first place but she seemed nice, so I ignored my
guardian's remark. I started to talk to her in French, I wasn't professionally good in it like she was but I was an
Amatuer in it. We had became best friends within a week. One of my friends didn't like her, her name was Natasha Tomic,
she was a great singer and had a great friendly attitude. I wondered why she spited her so much, so I asked her and she
said that Victoria had called her a slut... I was shocked that a girl like Victoria would do that.
We had a field trip in Kuching, Malaysia. Victoria told me on the plane that she had a crush on Sam, her definite
words were; I love Sam. I was shattered immediately. I told no one except Ivy about this and she started laughing and
said that I had some serious competition. I smacked her on the head. She was still laughing about it a few days later.
Victoria tried many ways just to get Sam's attention. It was so annoying of her to ask me to ask him if Sam likes
Victoria. It was so tiring to hear him say,no, all the time... When there was no hope, Victoria asked her friend,
Guilliame to help her get Sam, I felt like giving her a big fat slap across the face. Using one person to get another
ends up really bad, anyway Sam came to my room on one occasion, when Victoria was toying with Guilliame in his room, to
ask me about wether he should have Victoria as his girlfriend. I didn't tell him how I felt about him because I thought
he would hate me to bring it up so I told him that if he broke up with her then I would break his legs. Cliche of
normal dad's lines but I just slammed my head on the door after he left. Next day, Victoria woke me up by jumping on my
bed saying that Sam had asked her to be his girlfriend. After she left to find Guilliame I slammed my head on the hotel
room door AGAIN. I HATE VICTORIA! After the trip in Kuching, Sam avoided me and said that his girlfriend didn't like
it. I would have kicked him where it counts to listen to his maniac girlfriend but yet again he is my best friend...
kicking him doesn't help.
After Kuching was FOBISSEA, my sports competition, I won nothing because athletics day was off and my teacher
hulad put me into all the Butterfly events, this time my Guardian Angel just ignored me whenever I spoke to him. He had
no intention of helping me in sports and all so I lost every single thing. There was a relay called the tyre relay, I
wasn't included because I had everything difficult, I could have killed Jessica Flain. This girl said that she wanted
my butterfly spot because she wanted to shine, I wanted her breaststroke relay because I could earn a medal but in the
end she said that butterfly was too much for her... I slapped her right across the face which costed me my lunchtime
break when I could talk to Sam and play football til my stomach grumbles. I was last in every single relay, during the
soccer feats all my team mates (the girls) just depended on me to get a goal which I didn't score without their help
and I was planning to die. Victoria ended up being best friends with Natasha, the girl who hated her in the first
place. They called me a bitch and slut behind my back and when I was around, Victoria would drag Natasha away from me.
Sam didn't want to talk to me because of his girlfriend and he had less patience than ever with my anger managements. I
had no one to turn to... He was my best friend and I couldn't talk to him anymore, so I didn't bother to help them
anymore and Victoria blamed me for being so selfish. In the end, Sam broke up with Victoria but she said that Sam was
too stupid to be her boyfriend. MY FOOT, I know Sam well enough to know what kind of girls he liked. Stupid Sam for
choosing her...
In the end, when it all turned out really bad, Sam went off to Pennsylvania and I went off in the opposite
direction to my own country then off to China. Even though he is gone, I will always remember him as my best friend and
partner in crime for football. When I've finished schooling, who knows? Perhaps I will go and look for him again. My
Guardian Angel will always be with me and part of my Guardian is always in Sam. Even though I will never forgive
Victoria, I will forgive Ivy for being her friend and I will forgive myself for being so stupid. Now, I have to wait.
My Guardian Angel told me that he was going to leave soon when we were in Singapore. I made some friends in
Singapore, Yan Yi and Sarah Tan. Also, my old friends weren't gold because they left and forgot me. The night that I
came back to Singapore, he said that he was going away soon because my life was about experience happiness but I only
felt pressure from the Singapore studies. The tests and the revisions for PSLE, the huge exam from which Primary 6 will
get this chance to choose and aim for the best secondary school possible. He said that my life would change... My father
had told us that we were going to go to Shanghai and stay there for I don't know how many years. At least, I will escape
the life of exams and studying. I wanted to study, I wanted to learn, crazy me right? At least it is better than sitting
at home sulking and moping about losing a best friend and my life. My Guardian Angel had made me a promise that
everything is going to get better. I hope that he is right...
I am now in Shanghai, this is a new "opportunity" as my mum puts it and I just hope that I will have a better life.
In Singapore, all my friends forgot about me and then I made new friends. When they say that make new friends but keep
the old, one is silver, the other gold, they were wrong about the old friends being gold. Or perhaps that only happens
in other people's worlds where they are luckier and all that. I have an admirer in Shanghai and he seems really nice to
me. He changed his attitude a bit and well, everybody keeps spreading rumours that we are dating but we are not. We
danced together during the pre-Christmas disco and he was really sweet, I was helping him with his dancing and people
really thought that we made out after the disco. We Didn't... PERIOD! Though I may only like Sam forever, I have to
follow my friend's instructions... MOVE ON! I may never see him again but I still hold on to that little inch of my
heart. I met some really nice new friends, Amy Cheng, Katy Towle, Jess Breakwell and Anouke. My admirer is Min Chang
Choi, a Korean, no suprise there since there are many Koreans in the school. I believe that one day I might find a way
to like him and go out with him without stirring up unwanted rumours and becoming infamous. I had also realised that
there was a Singaporean in the school called Stephanie but everybody said that she was a b*tch but that is what they
say.
I somehow start to think that I was a substitute for Stephanie but she wasn't as tall or as smart or even as
pretty as I am, at least that is what they say about me. I started to feel lonely because I had no one to hang out with
while terrorizing boys who said that I made out with Min Chang Choi... I had to lie to people so that I could have a
better life and that is not liking him. I do like him but only as a friend. He feels uncomfortable in my presence but
we learnt to deal with it because we talk on paper during Maths. I don't understand what is going on but all I know is
that this life is better than that of in Taiwan. I now have friends that I can back up on. I joined the concert band and
made friends with a few other Koreans, Keong Min, Dorothy, Hi Yo who are in my flute section and we have become pretty
close. I think I might enjoy this life over and over again.
I liked Min Chang Kim, he was really nice and he didn't hit girls and he was polite. He also liked me but Jeong
Min Seo didn't want us together so told everybody that I liked him, I told her in the first place because she was
begging and I thought that she was my friend. Turns out, she told him that I liked him so I was angry but I didn't kill
her, Guardian Angel said that it was bad for my health. Jeong Min even told Min Chang Choi but he didn't seem to care
about it and he just stood by and told me best of luck. It made me feel really bad about liking Min Chang Kim in the
first place. I just holed up and it made me go nuts. In the end, Min Chang Kim and I only became friends. I didn't feel
right about it. Also, my Guardian Angel said that he wasn't the one who would make me happy and so I waited while no
study but only boredom came and sank into me. It is really boring when you have nothing to do in this place.
Min Chang Choi is now my boyfriend, amazing isn't it? I thought that I have gone crazy to have said yes, but I
like him and we have been going out. Well, in the school's entertainment issue, we had a Guilin trip with a lot of
discos and dances, the Christmas Social and a few others. I was here for a few months already and well, the approvals
from some new friends in Singapore and some here in Shanghai but none from Taiwan have made me feel confident enough to
say yes. My Guardian Angel told me that it was ok to say yes, Min Chang is so sweet to me, he told me that he asked me
and that he liked me because I was smart, funny and cute... I thought that last part was a little bit wierd. I wasn't
exactly cute but you know, PERSONALITY wise? Also, I showed him all my drawings, he said that they were great, he
wasn't lying, from his voice and his eyes. He said that he would never like anyone else, not while I am here, Guardian
Angel definitely said that it was TRUE, and I felt the loyalty from him. He supports me in everything and even when I
told him that I USED to like Min Chang Kim, he said that it was ok. He understood and again... another truth. He also
supported me when I played the flute in the Concert Band on the last day of term... Luckily, there was no screwup and
well, it turned out ok, school ended earlier than usual. It was great. The Guardian Angel left me that night on the
14th December. Actually, 15th to be exact, he left at 12:01 exactly and he told me to make the best of my life while I
am here and maintain positivity. He said that I was in good hands with Min Chang Choi and to not sulk so much about
missing lives. I shed at least a few quiet tears as I watch him disapear right in front of my eyes... It was slow but
surprisingly not painful at all and at least it was in the early morning which meant that he was giving and kind to let
others live out the rest of the day after him. That is it... My Guardian Angel leaving ceremony held by yours truly. I
know that he hasn't disppeared... not fully because he is right here inside of me and he always will be. In my
memory... my heart.
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