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I'm a giant nerd. I adore rollerskating, and go several times a week.
It's become the center of my life, the 1 thing I can trust (until I
break something) to always be unconditionally fun & good for me, & I
depend on it. I've been on the stage & love to act, but don't have
time for it anymore, as I'm a widowed middle aged dad of a young boy
with special needs, who I'm homeschooling. I'm a grade 13 grad who
dropped out of university a credit short of a B.A. Most of my work has
been in the service industry, general labour, or factory, all of which
I absolutely loath. I'm presently unemployed, & loving it, although
money will become a problem soon. I enjoy GOOD science fiction,
horror, & suspense, but I find most of it is crap. My favourite movies
include The Thing (Kurt Russell version), The Day the Earth Stood
Still (original version), Halloween (original), Cube, Alien & Aliens,
The Sunshine Boys (Jack & Walter version), The Rocky Horror Picture
Show, Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1980's version), Star Wars (4 to
6), Mel Brooks. My favourite tv shows include Dexter, Dr. Who, Star
Trek (original, next gen, & voyager), Kolchak the Night Stalker (look
it up). I like high tech, space news (especially manned space stuff),
theoretical physics (armchair version), and video games (I'm an old
school game addict). I stopped believing in God about 10 years ago. My
deceased wife struggled through a long line of tragedies that touched
me, too, & I'm still very tender after going through those & losing
her. I'm terrified I'm making a mess of my son. I'm a huge, but ruined
romantic. I cried watching Deeply, Truly, Madly. I'm not attractive, &
the rejections I've taken over the several huge crushes I've had in my
life have...ruined me to try anymore. I'd probably take the chance out
of desperate loneliness, but...I gotta say I'd feel like an idiot for
doing it. I married my wife because I couldn't bring myself to break
her heart the way mine had been broken, but I made the most of it &
have no regrets (besides, obviously, her loss). I'm definitely an
introvert. & a wannabe adventurer. I realized a few years ago that I
was preparing for the Tardis to appear (not literally, but for that
kind of opportunity to come my way), & if it ever did, I'd be very
tempted to abandon my son & dive in (I wouldn't, but I'd certainly
think it). My ambition now is to raise my son to become successful &
independent, become the best rollerskater I can, to avoid the work
I've done until now, if possible, & get through the rest of this life
with as few more bumps as possible--I'm tired of getting hurt. I don't
smoke, I used to be very fit & plan to be again, I'm not into
competitive anything (even when I used to box), I don't wear glasses,
my favourite food is GOOD pizza, I took singing lessons but really
can't sing well, I'm a non smoker, & what I see in people are friends
(guys), friends that I wish were more than (women), & women I'm
attracted to but WILL NOT approach anymore (if my resolve holds) out
of fear of pain.



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