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Salicia sees the world

I wondered, then. I wondered about the dress I was wearing, if it was still pure white, free of stains. I wondered if this was salt water, if my tears were going to affect anything around me. Before I'd left, we'd been learning about ecology in my science class. I wondered why it was I'd woken up with black hair. I wondered why it was I'd felt pain. So much pain. I wondered, desperately, without wanting to, about the blood that was dispersing through the water. I wondered if this was as close to flying as I could get, or if there were creatures out there that could fly. If I could wake up and live off blood, I wondered if there were angels. I wondered what would happen if I just let myself drift down into the silt rising below me; would I still live in a kind of un-life? Would I need to breathe? Would I die? I looked at the sky. The clouds were silver by the moon, not a crescent or full moon, but somewhere in between. I'd say it was ugly if it wasn't the only thing keeping me company. Even the stars weren't out that night. It was when I'd realized the date that I'd started crying. It was Alice's birthday. I'd been left here to die on my cousins birthday. She was like a sister to me, but now I'd have to forget her. For her own good. I kicked one leg, then the other, getting farther from the sandy shores. I don't even know what country this is, I thought, I've never been outside of Alabama... I turned over and sucked in some of the water. It tasted like gritz that someone had slipped molded cheese into. Then I started wondering again, holding my breath and counting as I did so. One, two... If I was... whatever I was, did that mean that I couldn't eat regular food? Would I never have gritz again? ...Five, six... Mama's gritz... I loved Mama's gritz. ...ven, eight, nine... Alice made a good casserole, too. She was always better at making dinner than I was. Did she still make casseroles? ...teen, sixteen, sev... How old was she? How long had it been since that awful night...? twenty, twenty one... I kept counting. I kept wondering. In pain and confused, it could have been months that I'd been in and out of consciousness. Maybe years. I don't know how long I'd spent asleep. I suddenly tried to sit up in the water, quickly beginning to tread water as something hit me. What if Alice is going to get married soon? What if she already had, what if she had kids? What if she'd forgotten about me? I spluttered and began to sink, getting to the bottom and sinking into the sand and shells below. I don't know how far from shore I was. Waking up was the cruelest thing that God could have done to me.
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‹TheSkittleInTheM&MBag› says:   12 March 2011   222129 emothional.....urs is really good!
‹-赤い激怒-› says:   13 March 2011   214688  
@theoldersis thank chu :3 
‹TheSkittleInTheM&MBag› says:   13 March 2011   297618  
no prob
i hav a question...
how did u copy the pic onto ur page? 
‹-赤い激怒-› says:   13 March 2011   344812  
Tis on the contest page :P
‹TheSkittleInTheM&MBag› says:   13 March 2011   929470  
i kno but somehow i cant copy it....
any advice? 
‹-赤い激怒-› says:   13 March 2011   918220  
Tell me what you did and what you can do@theoldersis 
‹TheSkittleInTheM&MBag› says:   13 March 2011   428795  
i right-clicked the pic, clicked copy and tried to paste it on my pg but it wont
‹-赤い激怒-› says:   13 March 2011   950021  
V.v" right click and hit "view in another tab" and copy the URL.
‹Espionage♥In♥Progress› says:   21 March 2011   451823  
o.o i love it 
‹-赤い激怒-› says:   22 March 2011   409933  
Thank you ^-^ 
‹TonTon› says:   28 March 2011   149593  
two readers, asde from chu and jajan I got one .-.
‹-赤い激怒-› says:   28 March 2011   508570  
‹TonTon› says:   28 March 2011   894936  
heheh, I put the little short gale's soul thingeh for everyone to be able to read,
and out of all my friends, noone has looked at teh gale's nightmare one. 
‹-赤い激怒-› says:   28 March 2011   583605  
I lookied >.> 
‹TonTon› says:   28 March 2011   780926  
-cuddles- I know, but chu've seen et before. .-. 
‹-赤い激怒-› says:   28 March 2011   874490  
'xactly ^_^; 
‹TonTon› says :   28 March 2011   530914  
indeed. -cuddles- 
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